I go to listen to Art Bell on the computer tonight and what do I find? The fucking show's gone subscription! Now, I only get to listen to Art about once a month (I can only manage it if I'm in the middle of a major "busy-hands" sort of project), so it's sure as hell not something that I can afford right now. Which is, of course, pretty fucking much par for the course for my life right now ... ANYTHING which is a "positive" or a "pleasure" is ripped away. I am left with nothing, nothing fucking at all...
