BTRIPP (btripp) wrote,
BTRIPP
btripp

...

If I keep on focusing on projects, keep the view narrow, I am OK, but whenever I "come up for air" the whole nightmare scenario floods right back in. I am so fucking damaged.

Valentines day ... what I'd LIKE to do would be to cut my heart out and stick it on some spike in a tastefully designed display that said "FUCK YOU, WORLD ... HERE, HAVE IT!" ... unfortunately, I can't figure out any way of accomplishing this without succumbing to shock before impaling the heart ... and it would be so typical for me to slip off into death's waiting arms fully aware of FAILING in my last intents.

FAILING ... FAILURE ... FAIL ... THE NIGHTMARE IS REAL


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