Man ... what is WITH things these days ... I know too damn many people who are just plain FUCKED economically ... this hit home tonight when I tried to log into http://www.ana2.com and found the authorization failing. It turns out that ana has had to drop most of the "comp" accounts she'd been giving out to cut down on bandwidth. Bummer. She'd done me the favor of putting me on the comp list a number of months ago due to MY economic crisis, and now she's going through much the same, with the prospect of having to move, get roomates, etc. Heavy sigh.
Anyway, in case you hadn't noticed, I had a couple of more poems from the past few days ... one here and one in the previous post. I haven't had any time to get caught up on the http://i.am/btripp poem site ... but maybe once I'm done with this case study I'll be able to at least get the May poems up.
NONE ABLE TO FATHOM
they do not know, and none of them care, each side dismissive of what's within, none able to fathom the depth of despair, the breadth of our anguish, the heights of this pain
each day brings more, fresh terror, new twists on doubt, unseen forms of rage; but none can sense what happens here, a separate universe they're unable to see
every function broken now, every option void; there are no pathways leading off to better futures, no escape routes which would point us to some sanctuary
the walls move closer, the spikes press in, we are trapped in hell-like spaces, ensnared within webs of razor wire, and strange dimensions from which we're never freed
all is scattered, all distraught; we can not amass the pieces strewn across this wasteland, this nightmare plane, to reassemble dignity nor deity