Well ... I got in to see the doctor who told me that I didn't have pneumonia (or at least didn't still have it), and he gave me some antibiotics to clean up the rest of the mess in my chest. I was in such a fog yesterday ... I think it has to do with the Celexa ... I need to get into taking that at a regular time ... I've missed it once or twice and wake up all stupid (which sure as hell didn't help in class yesterday ... I wasn't able to remember anything). Frankly, I think I need a bigger dosage since it has been a bit of a roller coaster with big dips into really dark hopeless depression when I've gone more than 24 hours without one (which, of course, really sucks, since I hadn't been HAVING depressive episodes like that before taking this stuff ... I was looking for something to fight off the anxiety attacks). Anyway, I seem to be "on a tear" on writing this week, so have a few more here.
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I hope I can get my shit together for next week ... the current class (on Visual Basic) is a bit like "taking a drink from a fire hose" and I'm starting to "lose" bits of it. Our "midterm" exam is next Thursday, so I need to get focused on this stuff soon. Hopefully this evening I'll be able to work through the book from all of last week's reading and check out the programming examples. Bleh. I'm so damn tired ... what I really want to do is go back to bed.
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Uh, if you just can't get enough of these morbid spewings, do go visit http://i.am/btripp for the archive. I'm still working on trying to get a few hours a week hacked out for working on that, so it's not growing like I'd hoped (in terms of getting 25 years' backlog edited for the web), but there are several years worth of writing up there now.