The only reason that I'm up and posting is that I was too depressed/anxious to sleep ... I actually had gotten up from here (where I fell asleep a while back) and toddled off to bed, but a fax had come in for Eschaton, and I got all nervous/upset about that fiasco. I really wish I could just throw an on/off switch to "off" on that and have it all just go away. It's been one debacle after another and the shit just keeps piling up.
And now I can't sleep. How come I get the feeling that I'm going to end up in the hospital from all this crap?